10:55 PM

a great holiday just went by, now its time to fuck up and head for promotion.

feels like the past few weeks have been such a great time to relax and slack, considering that the lecture week was rather redundant since nobody actually wanted to attend any ohshitifailedthissubject lecture. was late for almost every day of that week, so i think i kinda screwed up my latecoming thingy for the term. so hello DC soon. alright so college day was quite disappointing, wasnt as fun as i expected lah. had to man some stall that nobody patronize the whole time, or risk being marked as late. thanks mr lee. what the shit totally lost hope in college day aft that, but whats most impt is we all saw anthony's valley. (: saints idol sia. HAHA. GO CHUNGCHENG!

have gone to sentosa twice in the span of a week, so im rather burnt though the sun wasnt very generous. well had a lot of fun lah with random people, though many people couldn't make it in the end. we'll go again soon, gotta get that tan yeah JJ. no pictures from sentosa cos it was michelle's camera and i dont have her online soooooooo, one day. this is probably some boring and wordy post so okay i dont think many would have read till this portion HAHA. oh well.

anyway, results have been bad and i'm rather shaken by it. suddenly i realise that the stuff i've been doing in the past 6 months had nothing to do with promoting, instead its more of FUN FUN FUN. k from tomorrow onwards i'm going to put on the spectacles of nerdihood and the pen of 4A-s. anybody up for a study date please feel free to call me or leave a message on my tagboard with your name. hell no am i going to fucking retain, im too afraid to face the consequences. i'm not prepared to let my family down i love them too much to hurt them. so please call me to study, MOTIVATION PLEASE?

alright so other than that, i've just read hilary's and kengchong's blog. k i thought i was the only one feeling that way, so it turns out that i'm not! okay i guess one of the reasons why we're not as bonded is because most of us look for our own friends after lessons (yes dont deny it), whether its cca friends or whatever. we dont even talk to each other, much less hang out with each other. we're only people who we eat at the caf with, walk to class with, talk to in class with. once the bell rings, marks our departure. i thought about this some time ago, but i realised that it takes a lot to encourage everyone to actually hang out together, so i didnt bother anymore. so, if any of you see this blog please do something about it and try to hang out more? we still have 1.5years left (other than jinkai) together, so i'm not going to spend class time with people just for the sake of company. BE MORE SPONTANEOUS PLEASE. btw i miss all my sec sch friends, more soccer too thanks yay.

i realised there are so many things i wanna do, that i wanna accomplish these days. i want to work on my drumming, learn guitar, learn piano, train up sports, do well in studies, spend time with friends, keep fit, have fun etc. so many things, so little time. looks like i've gotta look towards more time management, no more wasting time baby LIFE IS NOW OR NEVER.

anyway, to you. yesssssss i would love more cai quan, more shopping and even tanning when theres sun! problems dont seem like problems anymore, and all the worries are goneeeeeee whenever you're there. so, school won't be a barrier at all k i'll do my best (: luvdew!

start thinking about your life.

Monday, July 07, 2008
rocked.