hello world i've been a lonely kid these few days. kinda wondering where everyone went. well, alright being alone isn't as bad as it seems. it gives you time to think about everything and stuff, which is something i've been doing during lessons. but since now i have the time, why waste it. well, i may sound whiny and stuff but these are the shit that are swinging in and out of my mind and its more than depressing.
alright studies have been bothering me really badly. i got like, 30th in class? alright thats really screwed. and i failed my physics, barely passing bio too. okay thats really depressing, considering that i did kinda study for this stupid midyear. aye the agony. and till now i don't have any stupid motivation to study, so i'm gonna force myself. this is a rough year.
well, something else i've been thinking about.. it has also been bothering me. especially these few days. i was looking through my contacts the other night, cos i wanted to ask someone out for a walk or something. suddenly i realised that there was nobody i could really ask. perhaps some of them were busy.. but, aye thats not really the point. i guess the people i can rely on are.. getting lesser. i have no idea how all of this is happening, but it is. aye.. so many people that i've been close to in the past, are now like strangers on the street. its quite sad to think about it. AYE forget it. perhaps i'll have to start all over again next year. sigh. will you be my friend?
