8:15 PM

aye my blog is so dead i don't feel like updating anymore, so this might be my last. or i might not even come online as often anymore. SO BORING.(or maybe jus that nobody talks to me la). zz so saddening.

got off to a rough start at east zone. crap man lost to VS. though it was really obvious everyone was nervous and somewhat afraid, all hell broke loose. i know i could have done better, sorry team. despite feeling super demoralised, and knowing that we're playing st hildas on wed, i know we can do it! last yr alr la, emotional team. we'll waste lesson skipping chances if we don't make it to nationals. i'd rly regret it one day if we didn't play our best, and just go down the drain after 3 years of training. no doubt we all had awesome moments, whether is it training or in camp. maybe one day i'll touch on that. damn lazy.

actually i've kinda kept a lot of things in me, and i cant take it anymore. well perhaps i do seem okay whenever anyone sees me. most of the time, i just feel like i'm someone that is forced to fit in, or that.. i'm just being a poseur. that i'm just someone to wave or to say hi to whenever i cross ur path in school, and nothing gets more than that. i'm sure nobody notices or anything, but its fucking me up super badly. so, i guess i'll just return to being a normal 4DL student. goodbye.

Monday, January 29, 2007
rocked.