1:13 AM

i gues all of this studying has really knocked me out. i'm so freaked i don't even know what i study anymore. hahah. that cant be a good sign at all.

i was looking through my bio textbook, when i jus went to friendster for a look. i gues i was rly bored to go and look at all my previous testimonials. haha : D okay so old memories seem to just flood back like nobody's business.

i remember this particular time, when netball and volleyball had a outing to kbox. haha i'm sure many of you guys remember this. it was because we vball had played nball to train the girls, then their coach decided to treat us to kbox. lol. those were the days man, though we didn't hang out a lot. i was the first one to sing la zzz, cant believe i actually mustered the courage to do so. and following that i even had people writing testis to me saying i sang well. awesome. haha. RAWR. colleen dyane huiming godfrey gerald etc.

probably this led to br0ken. haha. it was quite short-lived i gues. though i dun rly rmb much of the members. haha i jus rmbed the days we had were quite fun la. aye. damn cos of some conflicts we had to split i gues. it was quite saddening la was it? i cant rmb anything for nuts la. haha. oh wel. seeing what we were back then and now, woah its quite scary to see the difference.

previously was retardie. haha awesome i stil have the neoprint somewhere in my house. haha i still remember it started with eeruey and some of the upper sec girls, namely stephanie kelly josheen. lol then somehow he intro them to me, and suddenly everyone got into the picture. stephng shuhua alex and etc. this is amazing, to see how everyone has changed so far. haha. the testi's they wrote, all so funny when u look back. i don't even talk to some of them now, even though i do feel its quite wasted. =
haha after this is probably.. okay i have bad bad memory : D lol i jus remember someone changed from calling me ahboi back to kor : D hahah okayyyy there were many testimonials on that, and i dun think i returned much leh =DD lol oh wel. after that was blowx (: somehow i stil feel that part of this is stil alive, i dunno whats happening. lol. oh wel. i do like the thought of it :D haha somehow i do miss hanging out wif you guys, when everything is simple and there was nothing complicated going on and stuff. heez. til now, it seems we aren't even talking much anymore.. ):

ohhhhhhh there were a few testi by someone i do feel rather guilty about. hahah and to think i was her onli gan didi and i didn't treasure it. shat man. i rly do feel bad about her, cos i didn't take to chance to show that she was a great jie :D lol she may not see this but, oh well. i stil do treat u as a gan jie! (: no problem about the pen. haha.

then came a event i think was colleen's birthday? haha this was rly fun. i remembered aldrich james ys zongye and many of the girls turned up. it was jus purely fun la i gues. haha rmb someone almost drowned, but thanks to eeruey. lol. oh wel. i stil do miss those times a lot a lot. damn this is getting suckier.

OA! haha it was a bunch of fun. thanks to kristine who invited me over to the course. thanks a lot. (: lol oh wel, i do regret forgetting how to do it. but in the process i made friends from other schools who are rly nice. haha esp those guys from amk jiarong zaiyou and guys. lol. the girls too. haha bernie liangping and people. it was fun knowing you guys man. though i know there is some activity going on, i cant join u guys cos i forgot how to do scoresheet!!! haha. oh wel. wasted.

after that, just came to what we are now i gues. RAP.
well i don't have much to say for us now. i just know that we seem to be doing fine? are we? i'm rly glad and relieved to see all of u guys getting serious about studying. ys james eeruey and guys. i never had to chance to rly tell you guys that all of you rock man. seriously. late night soccer, after school lan, impromptu CAGE. hahah. telok blangah sentosa and wadever man. i rly love you guys. the girls, haha to think we're all in this stage right now. i'm sure that everyone is strong okay. we'll all get thru this exam shit : D

after seeing some testis, i rly feel that it is wasted that some of us don't talk as nicely or as much as we did before. i do miss you guys, even when i think of it. plus there are so many problems these few days i jus cant take it, or jus to even see it happen. don't let history repeat itself, let me cherish what i still have now.

good luck for exams people. it'll be over in a week or two.

Monday, October 02, 2006
rocked.