12:51 AM

here we go. problems problems and more problems.

this is rly the kind of shit that happens to every clique i've been in. even though i shan't elaborate on the problem, i'm quite sure every single one of you guys know what i'm talking about. this thing called hatred has really got the best of many people arnd. screwd'. what else is there to say.

i know the good days we al had before. it would take a brainwash for me to forget al of those times. you know those are the times of your life where you look back and be thankful for such moments that jus, take your breath away. theres no denying that as RAP, we did have many good times together. i'm sure everybody knows that. particularly that clubbing night and chalet. BUT, there is a dark side to every fairytale story. everybody has been keeping this hatred in silence and its unbearable. you guys know what it is. remember. the day at mp library? when two couples broke to two sides. i can almost imagine what everybody was going through, esp those who were involved. the day at sentosa? when we had to split up. i dun know why we even split up on that day in the first place, but i know it was becos of some conflict or dislike among ourselves. that was another problem. the days at pump? i cant say much because i wasn't in singapore. but what i've heard after i came back is jus wrong. so many problems surfaced, and it was only a span of a few days. the other normal days at sch? sometimes we even have to split up and sit separately during recess. why is this all happening? is it becos some of us are over-sensitive or insensitive about each other's feelings?

i know the things happening between RAP now is not exactly looking up. but what are we to do anything? if anyone wans the clique to come back together, we jus have to put down al these silent grudges. you guys know yourself that you cant stand some people within the clique, so please don't make it seem that you are willing to forgive the person. i'm not implying to anyone personally. but just so that you guys know this is happening. why the problems. and if we were to get back together, won't we have the same problems again?! unless you guys are willing to do so, do not try to get the clique back together, otherwise you guys wil really regret when more problems surface.

i know RAP has been a awesome clique for us. if other people don't think so, dun stick your nose to me. but it's falling apart. you guys should know better. NO MORE FIGHTS.

Monday, June 12, 2006
rocked.