10:10 PM

100805 wed.

bad bad 5 days of holiday.. possibly the worst time of my life man.. i hate this. fuck it. i made kaiquan cry. i really really regret that. screw myself la. i'm sorry kaiquan. the sight of him crying was damn bad. i almost wanted to slap myself for doing that. argh. davin's bike is lost. now need to make police report.. oh fuck man. and i also didn't get to go out wif her man. wth la. haiz i dunno wad to do can.. oh man.. haiz. ARGH ARGH ARGH. cb la. AHHHHH. fuck my life. wassup wif this man. WASSUP WITH THIS. maybe i'm getting wad i deserve. i think that is wad it is. i hate this. i really do. wad am i to do. i'm jus a useless fool who can't control his own life. kaoz. i gues i'm jus not up to wad life has to offer. i jus ain't. worse day of my life. many more to come..

Wednesday, August 10, 2005
rocked.