12:27 AM

haiz.. u knw the feeling.. if u can't see the girl u like for such a long time.. something is bound to happen when finally there is time to meet.. that feeling sucks u know.. the feeling of.. loneliness.. knwing that the person is there emotionally onli... nt physically.. feels damn useless. is it that i can't make the person love me enuf that there is no time to meet at all... feels damn shitty. argh.. i can't give the person the best.. i'm not a proper person at all.. u know how it feels.. to have someone but.. actually not..?.. its just sad.. just feels useless.. i am that useless.. can't give any happy ending.. my fault.. sorry...

seeing other couples in the streets.. the pain gets more and more intense.. or just seeing frens... i'm that useless.. i can't do any of that.. maybe its just fate.. i'm sorry to have let u met me. cos i dun deserve anything.. cos i'm that useless to do ANYTHING.. x(.

Saturday, April 09, 2005
rocked.