fell.into.darkness

2009-07-16T22:44:00.001+08:00

A day late, a buck short.

Get these damn months over and done with please, but i'm sure gonna miss my class and friends.

Damnit.

2009-06-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

2 weeks of holidays kind of into the drain now |: shit lah BT2 HOW

uh okay i think im gg to........... take a break from blogging until...... sometime later bye

2009-05-26T20:47:00.004+08:00

okay im not dead yet! just have been damn lazy to blog okay i doubt there are any people left here reading but oh welllllll okay so uh..... i dont know where to start. so i think im gg to find some pictures to put here.

o okay awesome this picture has many in it hahaha

okay holidays are coming and its gonna be probably arnd 5 more months to alvls and i still havent woke up yet okay i think im quite screwed HEY USE THIS HOLIDAY TO STUDY i really hope i do. awesome cant wait for 7th june man and tao nan camp coming up this friday aiya crap i hate jc

2009-05-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

by this friday i guess volleyball would end

almost a six year run with volleyball alr. definitely a love-hate relationship. but im definitely missing it already, in sec sch and now. the only regret i have now is that i didnt put in effort into trainings until now. i dont know how much im going to miss this down my life.. it has truly been a pleasure.

2009-05-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

LOL LOL ok this is actually just funny some korean guys trying to dance so girls band dance whatever LOL

2009-04-27T22:21:00.001+08:00

HAHA this dance is actually pretty awesome omg lol.

vjc tomorrow 3pm at ccab omg scared like mad

2009-04-26T23:16:00.003+08:00

season officially starts tomorrow 345pm ccab against RJC. dont let trainings go to waste man all the way guys God give us strength.

:D

Mad - Ne-Yo

2009-04-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

omg this is like the vintage man. anyway this song is totally not satanic it just has to do with the views of the writer on the situation of america.

anyway a random fact, Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

2009-04-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

hi guys just to let you know im still alive. had a good weekend so far managed to see sooooooo many people i havent seen in the past year and everything oh man i miss all of them. yes so anyway...... uh..... i dont know rly know what to say now. i guess i dont like jc2 it sucks and yeah so im left w little time w anything at all. probably just gotta concentrate on season right now though there isnt much hope........... anyway first match against rjc 27th april at ccab in the afternoon come support pls :D

2009-03-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

amazing shit

anyway block test 1 is over, so is the holidays. training all the way season starts damn late 27th april hope it goes welllllllllllll chiong ah

2009-03-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

Nightrain - Guns & Roses

awesome okay BT1 is almost over with only physics left after hols so i think i'd probably have to bank on physics since the rest were quite a killer |: okay exams aside, went to cage on friday with kaixiang and friends. has been a while since i last went there! to think i used to go there almost every week in sec sch haha. then went to meet vb girls to watch dragonball (best show on earth). cards and team bag hunt then home.

then as usual sushi feast on saturday which is awesome as usual full of shit and zouk last night. ahbeng paradise and i'm still feeling deaf from the bad music damn it though it was fun haha awesome theres school tomorrow |: i hate sch.

2009-03-08T01:58:00.001+08:00

LOL

i love steamboat. band concert tmr, bt1 next week awesome.

2009-02-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

hello im kind of back to blog, i dont know why but i suddenly had the urge to do so........
okay i dont really know where to start.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL TUNG!

okay so school has been..... really fast its alr approaching block test 1. okay so i screwed up msa |: thanks to the principal again for most of the bt1 before the holidays how thoughtful. okay i was taught how to play bridge recently and ever since our class has become a gambling den ADDICTIVE SHIT (ok i know i lag). okay so i've been hanging out quite a lot with volleyball people fun fun fun i guess plus the new j1s are quite cool... yeah most of them.

anyway i dont rly feel like typing so, i think i'll throw in a few pictures.

okay bored alr bye bye

2009-02-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA

BYE XIONG WE ALL MISS YOU!

2009-02-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

HOLY SHIT OMG THAT IS SO DAMN DOPE

okay hello everyone i know i havent been updating much. hahaha okay lazy sorry so im just going to like.... blog once in a while i dont think anyone is seeing this but im just doing this for the sake of it hahaha. okay anw new j1s are in and everything the sch's crowded again. uhhhhhhhh im kind of playing spiker now cos we're so damn lack of ppl damn okay to think tj has 7 dsa players WTF okay yeah anw MSAs have been bad but i dont rly want to think about ok concentrate on........ season? gogogo bye everyone must watch the vid k

2009-01-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

omg this is driving me nuts i cant study

2009-01-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE okay sorry i've taken a while to blog. i've kind of missed out the whole new year resolution thing and ... everything else. this wont be too long a post cos im actually quite tireddddddd just reached home from pool with the guys after training. ANYWAY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHAY JAMES!

yeah sooooooo about LA, i went for roughly 14days. travelled arnd quite a lot cos there were relatives there and all. (really distant ones i didnt know i had such relatives) went to Vegas and Hollywood tooooooo. anyway blogger sucks i cant upload any pictures so pls go to my facebook and see pictures :D

lets just say i had quite a good time in LA lah, spent christmas and new year in my relatives' houses. its quite cool how the cities in US celebrate and everything really grand lah. though by countdown i was in bed in the hotel watching tv. |: nerd right okay wtf.

soooooooo i kind of hate school cos of the hw and msa this is gonna be a tough year both academic and sports wise. pls make it work.

2009-01-01T02:11:00.001+08:00

stuck in LA for the new year. its actually still 1011am here right now i think everybody's celebrating their asses off right now and im sitting here typing this |: well anyway not gonna blog about the trip yet probably after i get home.

damn it i miss 4dl bbq i think it probably ended alr D: SHIT and omg midnight cage fuck cant believe it.

anyway 2008 has been a great year, many twists and turns but it was still a fruitful year. everybody has been awesome and....... okay obviously i dont have any pictures here so i guess it ends probably about..... here. okay till 6th(singapore date)

2008-12-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

will be off to LA from..... 23rd's 9am to 6th's 12am.
EARLY MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

fuck cant believe sch's starting after i come back.

gonna miss everyone!

2008-12-08T01:12:00.004+08:00

hello people im kind of back to update. these few days have been funnnnnn. i dont really know what to type actually so im just gonna put some pictures enjoy

plus this v cool airspray thingy

awesome right it was free too haha anw there was a v good band there too

anw just came back from steamboat awesome as usual though the numbers were little. sentosa soon pls i'm getting whiter by the day. anyway i've gotta take more of bus 36 cant believe i was so nerd......

2008-11-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

good morning people im kinda back from chalet alr super worn out. :| but it was fun lah i love my class man though only like half turned up. i shall, go rather briefly since there are also no pictures and everything.

so we met at white sands i thought i was late but noooooooooo i wasnt i was early in fact. met brandon on the mrt playing psp. then met the rest and chilled at bk (literally). then set off to the chalet where everybody else came. played daidee for a while then lost track of time and went off for trng at amk omg you know how bloody far it is. LOL, okay then came back w jerald and watched .rec. from what bano says, only the last 5 secs worth watching seriously. then went back to TRY and get some rest. we spent 5 hours trying to sleep and finally slept at 630am. then woke up at 8 to go to cage. woooo you try playing after sleeping for 1.5hrs omg damn sickening run a while want to die alr and you dunno where the ball is lol. okay then we went back aft lunch to bathe and lie A WHILE. then bbq alr we went to rent bikes and started bbqing. then it was night cycling. 6 bikes + 1 skate. urban skating is definitely not a good idea. then took 1hr to get the hell out of pasir ris by time we were so drained alr. went to east coast to chill and chiong back to sleep LOL so woke up and bloody checked out.

so i'm kind of running a fever now so i feel a lil like shit now. im gonna get some sleep and if i'm feeling up to it i'll be going sentosa tmr(?) okay we'll see about it till...... i get more pictures goodbye

2008-11-19T01:51:00.002+08:00

helloooooo people i'm going for chalet till fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy okay awesome fucking going have fun man WOOHOO see you soon ppl.

vb@sentosa

GOODBYE SEE YOU SOON

2008-11-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

anthony's birthday

"holy shit"

it was a great day arsenal won man u 2-1 in your face man u. :D anyway i did my hair alr i think it looks weird cos i kind of did it myself its red brown and weird. anyway it has been a great holiday thus far and more trainings to come. cant wait for chalet wooooooooot call me out if you're free

2008-11-02T03:27:00.001+08:00

WHAT COLOUR SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR?!!?!?!?!?! i hate i&r.........

2008-10-30T00:22:00.003+08:00

hello guys im suppose to have alvl chinese tomorrow and im kinda stuck cos i still have no clue on how to do a chinese compo. GG

anyway recently went to xiaoping's house to jam it was awesome if i was him i'd never leave the house.

act pro

anyway been having fun w classmates. and i've changed my look!

nerd uh steady

2008-10-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

hello people grades are back and i've promoted! guess its a load off, but theres still j2 ahead. k actually right now i dont think i wanna think about it. training has started and all and it has been quite funnnnnnnn i've been learning a lot, even more than in chungcheng actually haha.

anw i cant wait for holidays and o's to be over also so there is more soccer and everything and dye hair and learn guitar and CLASS CHALET and yay okay sounds a lot like fun. now i still have to go through alvl chines(Fuck it) and pw. need some luck for that. waste time @ sch tmr + science centre trip wtf.

HI JINKAI YOU'RE BACK

2008-10-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

imba voice

voices by saosin

aiya enjoy i'll be back soon.

2008-09-27T04:13:00.002+08:00

hello guys its 414am in the morning i just came back from playing lan at gg i cannot take it already i'm about to fall asleep but i'm still quite high that PROMOS ENDED HAHA OKAY just had the most awesome steamboat which only consisted of prawns and hum. okay many fun days ahead until oct 17 results gonna come out and GG.

well i guess overall i THINK it was okay. i'd probably get....... 30+ 40 points.? hopefully lah i know econs gg i only studied two hours the previous day. chem and maths still okay but a lot of nipplely careless mistakes and physics was OMGWTFBBQ but i guess i can only leave it up to God andddddddddd just let it be. ALRIGHT SO I WAS SAYING PROMOS ARE OVER.

sooooooo i got a lot of ppl to catch up w and everything so okay awesome if you want to meet me pls call me yay i'm gonna sleep and bathe i havent been home since 11am. k enjoy people back soon.

2008-09-09T22:09:00.004+08:00

alright i think this will be the last blog post until aft promos man. okay i'm just really bored right now cos i've got nothing to do and i dont really feel like touching chem anymore cos my brain hurts. yes so anyway, i cant wait for after promos can play like wtf can play maple LOL k im kidding. can finally catch up with people like

og11 so3 and my class!
oh man i miss chung cheng people like mad too.

k sorry im really bored now. so i think im going to get a funny video.

LOL OK I HAD A GOOD LAUGH john cena's from wwe he's the champion now okay good luck for promos everybody bye

2008-09-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

holy shit this is damn funny

anyway sorry havent been updating. i dont rly know what to blog about, but i wish promos would end quick quick quick then its freedom till j2 starts.

k bye

2008-08-09T13:26:00.003+08:00

sorry i've been v lazy to update, caught up with a lot of stuff at school and everything. (actually just playing a lot) 'VE GOTTA START STUDYING. anyway pictures of what has been happening.

SENTOSA TAUPOK

open house!

RAPTURE! (best day of my life LOL)

okay this one is random. its a classic shot lah we were damn bored during class.

ANYWAY, went back to chung cheng two days ago it was damn fun lah good to see all the guys again man. haha and also, i dont have any pictures from ytd's national day celebration, and hopefully there isnt any... okay have a good national day! (study)

2008-07-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

hello guys, much has happened since the last time i blogged. haha k i dont really intend to go into details, so generally.. training has started! and i like temasek poly. rocks. k anyway jinkai's leaving in a month D:

HI JINKAI FINALLY GOT PIC.

k all of a sudden i miss og11.

oh well. HERES A PICTURE OF YURI(if i got it right.) shes from this american dance crew KABA MODERN and they own.

pretty right yay.

k trying to promote.

2008-07-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

a great holiday just went by, now its time to fuck up and head for promotion.

feels like the past few weeks have been such a great time to relax and slack, considering that the lecture week was rather redundant since nobody actually wanted to attend any ohshitifailedthissubject lecture. was late for almost every day of that week, so i think i kinda screwed up my latecoming thingy for the term. so hello DC soon. alright so college day was quite disappointing, wasnt as fun as i expected lah. had to man some stall that nobody patronize the whole time, or risk being marked as late. thanks mr lee. what the shit totally lost hope in college day aft that, but whats most impt is we all saw anthony's valley. (: saints idol sia. HAHA. GO CHUNGCHENG!

have gone to sentosa twice in the span of a week, so im rather burnt though the sun wasnt very generous. well had a lot of fun lah with random people, though many people couldn't make it in the end. we'll go again soon, gotta get that tan yeah JJ. no pictures from sentosa cos it was michelle's camera and i dont have her online soooooooo, one day. this is probably some boring and wordy post so okay i dont think many would have read till this portion HAHA. oh well.

anyway, results have been bad and i'm rather shaken by it. suddenly i realise that the stuff i've been doing in the past 6 months had nothing to do with promoting, instead its more of FUN FUN FUN. k from tomorrow onwards i'm going to put on the spectacles of nerdihood and the pen of 4A-s. anybody up for a study date please feel free to call me or leave a message on my tagboard with your name. hell no am i going to fucking retain, im too afraid to face the consequences. i'm not prepared to let my family down i love them too much to hurt them. so please call me to study, MOTIVATION PLEASE?

alright so other than that, i've just read hilary's and kengchong's blog. k i thought i was the only one feeling that way, so it turns out that i'm not! okay i guess one of the reasons why we're not as bonded is because most of us look for our own friends after lessons (yes dont deny it), whether its cca friends or whatever. we dont even talk to each other, much less hang out with each other. we're only people who we eat at the caf with, walk to class with, talk to in class with. once the bell rings, marks our departure. i thought about this some time ago, but i realised that it takes a lot to encourage everyone to actually hang out together, so i didnt bother anymore. so, if any of you see this blog please do something about it and try to hang out more? we still have 1.5years left (other than jinkai) together, so i'm not going to spend class time with people just for the sake of company. BE MORE SPONTANEOUS PLEASE. btw i miss all my sec sch friends, more soccer too thanks yay.

i realised there are so many things i wanna do, that i wanna accomplish these days. i want to work on my drumming, learn guitar, learn piano, train up sports, do well in studies, spend time with friends, keep fit, have fun etc. so many things, so little time. looks like i've gotta look towards more time management, no more wasting time baby LIFE IS NOW OR NEVER.

anyway, to you. yesssssss i would love more cai quan, more shopping and even tanning when theres sun! problems dont seem like problems anymore, and all the worries are goneeeeeee whenever you're there. so, school won't be a barrier at all k i'll do my best (: luvdew!

start thinking about your life.

2008-06-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

short and sweet. CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY. miss training too.

2008-06-20T04:17:00.002+08:00

good morning world. alright i'm here in my living room's sofa watching portugal getting owned by germany. now germany's more of playing portugal alr so its starting to get boring. btw, i think lehman can really kick the ball his goalkick damn far (sorry random).

anyway i'm feeling nostalgic at 420AM. was just reading some friends' blogs which kinda made me realise how much i miss chung cheng. crapping in class, soccer aft school and everything. miss having a group of friends to hang out with, too bad everything was already turned out like this. whatever it is, i'm still grateful for all you friendsssssss. you know who you are. and of course to love (: just quite sad that i havent really settled down in jc yet.? in terms of friends and everything. class hasnt been hanging out and everything, and theres no one elseeeee so i'm going to be more friendly once school reopens haha.

school + exams in 3 days, cant be good. alright portugal just got one backkkkkkkkk eggciting siaxzx. i'm going to miss the holidays so much. anyway im out bye.

2008-06-16T01:16:00.000+08:00

d.o.p.e

2008-06-13T02:23:00.003+08:00

okay hello people im back to blog. having a rather fulfiling holiday! has been awesome lah hanging out and catching up with a lot of secondary school friends (okay which is the only people i've been out with during the hols). ok i dont rly feel like typing alr. just, see the pictures lah its the big groove + night cycling with the usuals.

photos courtesy of jingyi!
more of such days man it was rly quite enjoyable manxzxzxz k bye people.

2008-06-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

i hate studying. i miss horse(chung cheng one) HAHA ok random hopefully see him tmr! alright i miss james also. SOCCER TOMORROW SO EXCITED HAHA -.- meanwhile i searching for a video to knock you guys out. okay apparently difficult. oh btw did i mention that tp's library is like a damn awesome place to study in the evening. holy shat you have your own table, table light and everything.

OH HERES A FUNNY ONE

HAHAHA okay chill out people see you soon.

2008-05-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

greeeeetings people feelg quite bored and awake so decided to blog. anywayyyyyyy, had a camp in the past week and it was great! made a whole bunch of new friends and stuff, and even realised how difficult it is to manage a whole group of hyperactive kids. i'm like still afraid of kids, period. but overall it was awesome lah there's a lot of pictures i think, but i've got none of them....... so no pictures of the camp yet.

well i'm just going to like put... random pictures, otherwise i know i'll lose all my readers somehow HAHA.

okay anyway i'm gonna miss everyone at schoool cos its the holidays now! BUT I LOVE SLEEPING IN HAHAHA IT FEELS SO BLOODY ORGASMIC. k sorry i live to sleep. okay lah i'll blog soon when i have like, more pictures or something.

LOL JACK

2008-05-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

holy shat thats damn imba.

anyway volleyball + soccer at chung cheng tomorrow, tao nan camp at night! AWESOME I LIKE HOW HOLIDAYS ARE STARTING.

2008-05-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello world i was feelg bored, so before i go off to sleep i thought i'd probably blog a lil. anyway the past few days has been, wow, rollercoaster baby. first of all went for camp magica (some camp back at tns for p4 kids) and it was awesome! haha though it being a pre camp it was rather fun lah, got to know a lot of people! i think i like milo more now (: hahaha, dont ask why.

anyway just had chem spa and physics test today, think it was okay overall! hopefully..... basket okay i'm really bored lah i'm like typing whatever's coming into my mind. hahaha okay some people's birthday are coming up this weekend amazing mahnzxzx looking forward to daryl's party on saturday! thank God monday's vesak baby! okay sorry i'm being terribly random. anyway theres some stupid security talk tmr at sch which i think everybody's probably just going to fall asleep (yay). lucky theres pe tmr! :D soccer soccer soccer awesome and anyway good luck to the soccer girls tmr!

come on holidays.

on a ligher noteeeeeeeeeeee

youtube always cracks me up haha.

2008-05-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

goodevening world, finally got the time to slack and chill so i'm blogging. the past few weeks just revolved around sleep/training/match/TESTS(which i fortunately missed a few). 'HELL WEEKS' would probably be the best description of those few weeks, but i enjoyed them! this is the first time i've been so close with a team(other than ouch), eating macs almost every night after trainings + prata house aft matches + raping people on the bus and so much more. its quite sad that its all endinggggg D: on tuesday we played our last game against tjc, lost 2-0(25-17 25-9). at least everybody wasnt down aft the match and we had our last training yesterday. siannnnnn, had a 'pizza party' and we taupokd' gerry in the middle of the field. damn it i'm going to miss all of them. as ruhan said, "you all are one of the closest friends i have in sa, thanks for that" sigh. top4 next year lah!

anyway random picture from our sch's drama night.

hmm, okay i guess thats it for now. i've gotta get used to life w/o training. its quite difficultttttttt considering now i hardly have ANY motivation to go to school.......... hi would you like to motivate me?

2008-04-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

awesome song, thanks for intro derek.

hello guys! back with one more day of hell week2 left to go, hope it'll be fine tomorrow THANK GOD TRAINING IS CANCELLED! haha its funny how we think that training is fun, but everyday?! damn funny i walked past gerry one day in school and he was like "sian lah still have training" and walk away shaking our heads. anyway to update, so far we lost to hwachong 2-1, won sr and ijc 2-0. so we're moving on into the next round, hopefully the draw will be okay. i guess we're really lucky to have this draw cos if we ended up in any other group, the fight would tougher for sure. today pjc played against nyjc, probably the two powerhouses in one of the other groups. IT WAS ALMOST LIKE IT WAS FINALS LAH, supporters were all around the court. the pjc supporters were high on air damn the atmosphere was awesome. pity i couldnt see cos i was having a match. D:

anyway, i'm just going to slack for the next three days cos training everyday for the past two weeks has really worn me out. hopefully the trainings will help. hope i'll have the confidence to do my best, because i've always been so fucking nervous whenever i played at chungcheng. the feeling is completely different when at training, somehow i cannot chill enough to set the ball properlyyyyyyyyy. okay i really dont wish to disappoint the seniors, i'll give it all i've got. please people, help me in my work HAHA. i think i missed roughly 4.5hours of physics alreadyyyyyyyyy. fug. lol.

on a lighter note, i'm getting quite used to the life in jc already i guess. thanks to the friends and company man. i think i'm so going to miss the volleyball seniors once the season ends.... no more 430 indian temple chicken rice or awesome trainings. okay better not think about it. i'm still considering if i'm going to stay on in volleyball once the seniors leave.. advice.?

i feel like jumping and shouting 'X'. imagine the whole tokyo dome jumping to X. please xjapan, come to singapore!

2008-04-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

hello guys, i'm glad to have survived hell week 1. training everyday has been wearing me outtttt but its worth it lah. played against hwachong on thursday. though we lost 2-1, but it was a good start lah. considering that sajc volleyball has no history, and having win one set against a seeded team is awesome. so.... aye hope we can just head for top8 lah.

next match against ij on monday, damn it we have to win this. but some idiot got suspended ah basket lahhhhhhhhhh its quite obvious that the team's affected lah but we still have to fight on. i dont go home at 11 during training days for shit k.

anyway hell week 2 is coming right up, so screw jc lah. good luck for any other sajc teams!

[add on]

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
One Republic - Stop and Stare
wtf LOL okay awesome lah no link.

Will you get far in life?
Linkin park - Lying from you
probably i'm lying so..... i dont know.

How do your friends see you?
Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
HAHA uh.... sexy!

Will you get married?
Panic at the disco - I write sins not tragedies
uh, i dont know what to say uh. NOT 'GROOM'S BRIDE IS A WHORE' PLEASE.

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Jason Mraz - The Remedy
LOL so cute okay happy go lucky then.

What is the story of your life?
Down towards the healing - Lovedrug
k wtf. i dont know i'm like, a healer or someting.

What was high school like?
Westlife - Miss you
yeah probably i miss evryone!

How can you get ahead in life?
Paramore - Misery Business
wtf GREAT LOL. looks like i'm gg to have a hard time.

What’s the best thing about your friends?
Blue - You make me wanna
LOL LOL LOL yes you all make me wanna.

What’s in store for this weekend?
NeYo - Because of you
woah, difficult sia.

Describe your grandparents.
X japan - Tears(PIANO)
quite sad lah okay true i didnt know any of them.

How’s your life going?
Sly Sim - Suo Yi
eh basket that can be true to some extend LOL

What song will they play at your funeral?
X JAPAN - VANISHING LOVE
HAHAHA YES SO TRUE. omg funeral like rock fest.

How does the world see you?
Linkin park - One perfect something
HAHA I SWEAR I DIDNT CHEAT.

Will you have a happy life?
N-Sync - Pop
a pop life. HAHA

Do people secretly lust after you?
Hillsongs United - The Time has Come
WAHAHA LOL LOL.

How can you make yourself happy?
Chris Rice - Lemonade
okay. i think lemonade is not a bad idea.

What should you do with your life?
30 Seconds To Mars - From Yesterday
start thinking about yesterday..?

Will you ever have children?
Jesse McCartney - Just so you know
from the song, it feels like a shotgun marriage or something.

What song would you strip to?
Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui
LOL WTF HAHAHAH SO AWESOME.

What does your mum think of you?
Ryan Cabrera - On the way down
awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 'and i wont forget the way you loved me'

What is your deep, dark secret?
Boyce Avenue - Find me
uh, find me and find out..?

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Taking back sunday - Cute without the E
HAHA SO TRUE.

What’s your personality like?
50CENT FT Justin Timberlake - Ayo Technology
omgwtfbbq?! LOL sexy life.

What song will be played at your wedding?
Fort Minor - Where'd you go?
a bit the.. not correct ah. zzz.

GO TRY IT WHEN YOU'RE BORED.

2008-04-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

helloooooo yes im updating! (this is actually a lame excuse to distract me from studying, which im suppose to do.) just tried touching up on my PI. basket hope i dont get like, 4/12 again from LWT.

been preparing a lot for competition actually. its kinda wearing me out, but its rather enjoyable lah. haha i suppose some spark of interest has came back, hope it'll be enough to motivate me. gonna have a hectic week ahead man. 3 tests (chem econs chinese) + submission of PI on friday + training everyday + match against HWACHONG on thursday. good game.

well at least i have something to look forward to! there's bazaar on saturdayyyyy cant wait to go back and see hows everyone doing. DUNK THE VP. HA.

yeah anw some pictures from.. one or two weeks ago.

THE MASKED RIDER.

wth is gerry looking at. O.O

sigh jc is tough shit.

2008-04-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

helloooooooooo yes im updating again! sorry no pictures this time, which is also the reason why i havent been blogging. but, all is well lah. school has been great(for now), because i havent really got it bad for not handing up my tutorials and stuff. my biggest shock so far is the dumbass maths test that i screwed up PLEASE GET AT LEAST 5/30.

as for volleyball, we're kind of shaping up i hope. had 3 friendlies since, against mj punggol and ijc. though we lost to mj and punggol, i thought it was kind of a wake up call. won ij toooo. anyway there are 2 more friendlies coming up, cj on wed and rj on saturday. PLEASE DONT SCREW UP GX.

enjoying the company in sa! having a great time and stuff, love the food man. SHIOK AH. kinda miss my friendssssss such as 4dl and rap, hope i'll see all of you at the bazaar man though i'll be arriving quite late on that day. basket better not leave early if any of you see this. heh.

and omg! X JAPAN just had their concert a few nights ago on 28/3-29/3. though hide isn't around.. the reunion is damn sure something to be happy about! PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE!

XJAPAN 2008 28/9 - SILENT JEALOUSY

(Sugizoh as guitarist!)

okay i promise i'll update more often. I HATE JC SO MUCH HOMEWORK I CANT ADAPT, yet..

2008-03-13T05:16:00.005+08:00

WASSUP. hahah i know its been a while, but ive been feelg rather bored so...... anyway, school is a joy but i'm hell glad bout the holidays. i wonder how long it'll take for me to tune back to studyingggggggg. slackg my guts out for the past few days, and as MRLEE(our ct) said, its the last free holiday we will have before full speed aheadddddddddd ---->

anyway here are some stuff to spice up this... bland post.

been hanging out quite a lot wif these fellas. team bonding siazxzx hahaha.

Save the cheerleader, save the world. LOL

camwhores and 'camdudes' (doesnt that sound awesome) hahah yes only the legend could think of that LOL. not me. anywayyyyyyyyy im currently stuck at the dumbass airport cos there is no bus avail yet... bullshit i'll be back soon enough to grumble about jc life. later.

2008-02-24T01:47:00.003+08:00

lets just say i decided to blog again lah HAHA i was feeling quite bored... and i needed somewhere to let all my shitz out.

JJC'S ORIENTATION ROCKS during the YOG countdown. damn it they are more than just enthusiastic. i think they almost went crazy, but its awesome lah! why's sa orientation like that. basket principal.

yay vball team at YOG. yes im in SA uniform! HAHA

k HAPPY BIRDDAY RACHEL YANG
bye.

2008-02-15T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hey people, so here goes valentines day. anyway, i think this will be the last post before i go for a break. sometimes its laziness lah, but whatever it is, im gonna spill my whole ass out for this post. i'm going to sound whiny and whatever you wanna think, so if you cant take me then forget about reading.

Honestly, i've been feeling miserable miserable miserable. it could be a bad start to the year and everything, but it can well be the worst month i had to go through. there has been ups and downs during this time that i'll remember for life.

MISERABLE. perhaps i have been thinking too much about whats happening around me, the people and what they do.. i think what triggered everything would be valentines day. (THANKS VALENTINE FOR MAKING SUCH AN OVERRATED DAY) hours before the actual day, both sides of the relationship would be preparing for the day where LOVE becomes more special. (apparently) watching how each one of them put all their heart into the gifts and preparations kinda makes me feel depressed. wont it be awesome to see your other half smile and appreciate whatever you've done. all the couples holding hands on the streets, enjoying each other's company on valentines makes me understand how love can bring simple joy to either side. pity i havent been able to experience something that could blow me off. whenever i think about love and couples, the past has been something that haunts me. i've been stupid, giving up many things that i failed to cherish at that moment. all i have now is the pain that sleeps in me. there has been too many things and people that i failed to cherish in time, only left with the regret that will remain.

Constantly, i would let my mind run wild. thinking about my friends and all. my first month in SAJC has been darn good, though some people think otherwise. Thanks so much OG11 and 08S03. OG11 has been one of the best group of friends, as all of us had fun together during the first few weeks. it was great, more than great. S03 has also been the most fun 'mugger' class. whacky bunch of guys that never fail to make me laugh. the thought of everyone separating, or me leaving, really hurts. i know people come and go in this life, but its damn cruel if it keeps on repeating itself. All my friends in Chung cheng, i really miss every single one of you. whether is it 4DL, RAP, OUCH, CCHVB or my close friends, all of you never seem to make life dull for me. i really felt that i could have done better on my part, cherishing all of you when i still had the chance. but now everything has slowly changed, everyone is more involved in whatever they are doing. i'm afraid to lose everyone, but at the same time, somethings cant be helped. times in class, or at the street soccer court. out to the movies or just stoning somewhere and wasting time. i cant believe its all over. why has 4 years zoomed past without any warning. when we grow up, will we all still be in contact? will we walk past each other in the street and catch up on the old times, instead of just walking past without any acknowledgement? i dont know, i wouldn't dare to assume anything. but i know, if i ever see anyone of you, you wont be able to shrug me off so easily. another person that has been rly kind to me in my initial chungcheng life. yes my sis, i miss her rather badly too. i remember in the past during sec1, i would actually feel awkward when i see her in school and would be rather shy to wave to her. looking back i really feel quite stupid, why didnt i cherish anything either back then? im sorry to everyone of you. how i wish time could be turned back and i'll start everything afresh now. probably you guys might like me more.

Perhaps all of this is unnecessary, its just that i'm thinking too much. sometimes i would have this feeling, have you all forgotten me? maybe i'm not as significant as others might be. having 'hi,bye' friends dont mean anything. why am i not as able to connect to others, as some people around me are? sometimes i'm really envious of their social ablilities. but anyway, i suppose i have all the close friends i need. just dont forget me alright.
Screw JC life.

Thanks for everything, Lord.
OUT FOR SOME TIME.
SEX.

2008-02-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

happy new year people! it hasnt been a very fulfilling/eventful new year for me cos' i hardly went relative visiting = no angbao. D: esp after seeing how much other people get from angbao. cough few k cough. crazy. but i played mahjong for the second time! awesome its getting addictive lah, anyone wanna play pls tell me im a available khaki. :D sigh have been feelg like a zombie recently. you would be able to tell if you've seen me arnd.

SIGH vday's round the corner. i know it is kind of overrated, but i think its more to those who dont bother or already have a date. damn it i guess i never spent valentines with someone i was together with. i guess its gonna be the same year after year. somehow aft so long i think its kinda getting depressing, seeing how everyone is preparing for valentine's, its just.. aye i dont know. must feel great to love and feel loved at the same time. so happy valentines all you couples! and happy friendship day(thats a weak consolation) to those like me! fuck lah sian. goodbye.

2008-02-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

<<...>> -([11]-W.W.F.C.) says:
新年快乐！！
x affliction/ごつくしあん says:
happy chinese new year too!
x affliction/ごつくしあん says:
eh eh u staying in cj not?
<<...>> -([11]-W.W.F.C.) says:
没有
x affliction/ごつくしあん says:
lol then where u going
<<...>> -([11]-W.W.F.C.) says:
我要去　安德逊　初级学院

In accordance to the festive season, it seems like jiayi is determined to get an A for A level chinese this year and rid of the A2 thoughts.

...
<<...>> -([11]-W.W.F.C.) says:
谢谢
<<...>> -([11]-W.W.F.C.) says:
去学校是去读书
x affliction/ごつくしあん says:
LOL
x affliction/ごつくしあん says:
okok
<<...>> -([11]-W.W.F.C.) says:
lol but i thought SA got more?

Okay perhaps not that determined.

ANYWAY, happy chinese new year peeps. its the time of the year when all the shops are closed and orchard seems as if the roads are made of shit that its so bloody empty. WHERE HAVE ALL THE PEOPLE WENT. new year shopping when all the shops are closed. awesome.

Hope i stay in sa though, please please please please.

2008-02-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!

firstlyyyyyyyyyy, thanks to.. huiming phinsiew clarissa (12ooPM) eeruey chunfui wongyi weijun christina shuhua colleen brian dionis rico eileen wenjie ivan zhengyang jensen zara malan yilin weiting keith stephanie audrey vincent nicole lipeng weepeng rachel daniel yonggeng james cheryl jessica alex yanting 92987063 92266639 shiangling yongsheng dyane chantelle benjamin joy ? zixiong jowe stephanie jade gabrielyeo sarah melissa. THANKS FOR YOUR WISHES I LOVE YOU ALL :D

[edit]SORRY COLLEEN YES YOU TOO[/EDIT]

sorry if i missed out anyone!

had a nice time having dinner, thanks guys!

:D thanks again! HOPE TO SEE CC AT TJ TMR.

2008-01-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

evening peeps. i'm kinda bored at home so i decided to blog. anyway, an update.
FIRST 've moved house to mandarin gardens. it has ELEVEN11 buses right outside. sorry but i think its something damn blissful as compared to my previous house bus stop LOL.
SECOND satisfied with my o's, first three choices are TJ, SA and MJ. damn it i wasted 10bucks to get rid of VJ.

IF I GET IN:
TJ awesome i'll have a fun time during swimming lessons. HAHA, and i'll be joining volleyball again cos there's imba alvin there.
SA awesome, i'll play vball for the first competition and join soccer aft that! i hope i'll still stay in SA lah.
MJ i dont know what to say, study lor. joining michael ong's volleyball team again LOL. see you gabriel.

THIRD i'm currently in .. some dance class. i think its quite enjoyable lah hahaha. WATCH OUT MAHN, i think i'm gonna continue and make a fool of myself. luckily i have vincent with me.
FOURTH i miss all the soccer guys man. hope we're playing again soon! LOVE ALL OF YOU.

FIFTH i miss my class 4DL too though we just went out aft results day. im gonna miss all of you!
SIXTH i miss OG11! though half of us went out yesterday for xavier's band concert. it wasnt a boring one as expected!

AIYA very ma fun ley like that. I'M GONNA MISS EVERYONE, CHUNGCHENGPEOPLE/ VOLLEYBALLPEOPLE/ SAPEOPLE/ SOCCER GUYS/ OG11/ 4DL/ JIE.
ironically, i've not seen most of them in a while. WHY HAVNT I BEEN GOING OUT? its torturous at home you know that. i've been spending this time of break with a fever, and everyone else is alr caught up with their own stuffs D: sigh. everything is gonna change from now, and i dont like it. so, if you miss me (means i probably miss you too), lets go for dinner or something then.

so this is kinda whats going on in my life now. my house is still filled with boxes unpacked, but i'm too lazy to do anything. SO, yeah here i go GOODBYE WORLD.

2008-01-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

MORNING. the only reason why i'm still awake is cos i'm not going to school tmrrrrrrr. honestly i'm getting damn sick of the lectures and tutorials. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. but i'll miss all my friends! og11 and so3 has been the most awesome bunch of friends man. but i still miss all my chung cheng buddies like mad. but anw im going back to chungcheng to visit again tmr!

anw recently i saw horrifying processes of piercing. its like... ouch. BRAVE!!!!!

anyway i've been thinking quite a lot recently, cos of the long journeys home. sigh i definitely envy couples. having someone to love and to love you, is something damn awesome. aft thinking about it i've been feelg like shit, other than the fact that i see couples around me. so whoever sees this and you have your other half, please learn to cherish him/her. you aint together for fun(unless you are), so dont take things for granted. people like me who ain't loved dont even have the chance.

2008-01-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

stop studyingggggggggggggggggggggggg OMG

2008-01-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO. okay been having a awesome time at school la, aft orientation and stuff. GO ACHOMAWI! (thats our tribe name). though i like Nahane's cheer better, damn cool la. okay nvm. made some v funny friends, whether its within my own og or in the other ogs. really really great timeeeee.

say hi to og11!

sorry weisong i know its gay.

anyway random picture.

snow is cold.

IM DAMN SICK OF LECTURES LA. wlao damn boring sia i catch no balls. esp econs. and i'm lazy to make new friends in class........... sian. yay lets hope i get to stay in sa. COME JOIN ME AFT O'S OKAY! :D I MISS EVERYONE wth. i miss the guys i miss the girls i miss everyone. you also i miss you. yes you, the one reading. I WANNA CRASH OTHER JC.

i like sa's uniform. really.

2008-01-05T01:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO GUYS, sorry for the lack of update. been feeling rly rly lazy. and was kind of busy with orientation, so didn't have much time to blog. but anw, SAJC HAS BEEN GREAT! got to know a bunch of great friends, rly awesome time there. GO ACHOMAWI! will blog soon. (:

2007-12-15T02:59:00.000+08:00

hello people, i know i hardly blog (like some people says), so here i am. in accordance to the coming festive season, i shall make a.. christmas list!

Number ONE.

Hello black macbook. it looks like the sex la, my present computer is alr owning my ass. it even lags when i open windows msngr. WHERE IS THE JUSTICE. i want a laptop yay.

Number TWO.

Hello iTouch. it looks really sexy, as a mp3. CAN GO YOUTUBE ALSO! means i can bloody watch xjapan in any bus ride or when anyone is late when we're out. thats awesome. better than using my phone as a mp3 too.

Number THREE.

Wassup black PSP. okay i've always wanted a psp, seeing everyone having one makes me want one too. damn it. hahah it makes bus rides and waiting for people a lot more fun, and to score goals anywhere. WOOO. ok sorry.

Number FOUR.

Yo black pearl drumset, you look so sexy i feel like hitting you. literally. doesn't it look awesome, bet it sounds awesome too. the old one i have is all small and rusty and.. aye i want a new drum set.

Number FIVE.
HAHA okay i need time to think about what i want. BREAK.

Number SIX.

I'd really love a xjapan dvd or cd. heard theres a new xjapan dvd coming out. OMG i cant wait, hope i get to see some at hokkaido. swear i'm gonna get whatever i can find. awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee. bloody hell HMV sells it at like.. 70+ bucks, just for the cd. omg gay. even hide's albums are at $50 plus bucks. disturbing so expensive!

Number SEVEN.
MORE PEOPLE TO GET INTO SAJC SO THAT I WONT FEEL ALONE.

Number EIGHT.

oh man affliction tees. i've been wanting one of those for almost a year alr but they are so fking expensive. though the designs are worth it, i never had the determination to save up for them. I SAVE START SAVING NOW.

Number NINE.
new soccer jerseys la brothers, hahaha. its damn obvious the size of our current jerseys are damn screwed. its like a long sleeve for james and ys. LOL.

Number TEN.
i just wish that everybody will still keep in contact.

CANT BELIEVE THAT YEAR IS ALREADY GONE. doesn't seem so long ago, when the few of us were at orchard spraying some white gooey 'snow' at everyone we see. damn fun, we will just go up to any idiot selling it, no matter at what price just to get the cans. hahaha okay i feel like shit i won't be here in singapore to do any of this shitz this year. D: screw this.

ANYWAY, i think i won't blog till i'm back from japan. i'll be gone from 19th to 26th. TILL THEN SEKXAYES, damn it i'm gonna miss christmas here, and everyone here. HAVE A SEX-ED CHRISTMAS.

2007-12-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yay jssl.

2007-12-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

X JAPAN - LONGING

Damn, after i watched the video i felt like dying la. the lyrics are beautiful and the melody is amazing. sometimes i really wished that i was borned earlier or something, and maybe i would have went for one of their concerts.

anyhow, i've been rather bored. i just spent one whole day at LAN. damn sometimes i think i should stop myself from playing lan. but other than that it has been rather eventful. lets just say i'd love to have dinner with whoever that comes by, and there are a lot of other people i want to meet to! alright i guess i'll stop for now, i don't like to blog for too long. dinner anyone? (:

2007-11-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

awesomeee this is the 200th post, so i'd better make it a proper one. i suppose the biggest event recently would be prommmmm. the day started off rly weird, cos i turned up meeting the guys in slippers shorts and singlet. LOL and they were all dressed up. i felt so cheated. -.- then went to yonggeng house to change and all, then headed for clarke quay. at clarke quay we were bored to death waiting for the rest to arrive, so we played.. catching. can you imagine 10 over guys in formal attire, running around like idiots chanting "twist twist" with the face o.oV it was beyond amusing. hahaha. anw aft everyone was here we went on to gotham's penthouse. initially there was no aircon and everybody was dying. it got cooler as we went in, as more and more people came in. we just stood arnd, taking drinks and stuff. of course, congrats to the prom king and queen yonggeng and emily! hahaha it really must be some affinity between the both of em'.

engswee has gotta be the best dressed person for the day, clad in some red wif yellow polka dot dress. it was hilarious. somehow i pity shuhua HAHA. anyway, cheesiang was so enthu in winning the lucky draw, but only walked away wif a hat and some other stupid thing. aft that was the dance! everyone was damn high and started jumping around. 3 people thought i was drunk. LOL. it turned out better than expected. in the end we managed to take a photo with the mc! i think jon han can understand how great is the feeling. hahaha. i jumped off the stage wif adriel and hurt my foot -.- then came the last two songs which were rly slow, which were rather interesting. haha aft that prom came to an end! and the whole bunch of us took cabs to gamers and lanned till 7am. went for mac breakfast and back home to sleep till God knows when.

so here are some of the pictures.

sian i hardly took any pictures wif the other guys. thats all the pictures i haveeeeeeeeeeee please send me more! jon han send me carla soon! hahaha okay till next time. sex.

2007-11-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

greetingssssssssss. sorry i have been rather lazy to update for the past few weeks. now o's are long behind us, the fun starts! though it kinda starts to get boring when you have nothing to doooooooo. damn. anyway just to summarise, went for linkin park's concert on 13th! it was shit awesome they are rly good live. then there was grad nighttttttttttttt. it was almost a failure when the vids got screwed up, but luckily the pictures and the 'dancing' saved the whole event! anywayyyyyyyyyyy, i'm kinda lazy to load all the pictures, and so until i get all of em, i'm gonna just put one.

damn i'm gonna miss you guys, 4DL.

THIS IS NOT GOODBYE!

2007-10-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

hi guys i'm really slacking. shit i'm not suppose to be here, but actually i'm online almost all the time. but that aside first, XJAPAN IS BACK. though w/o hide, i'm sure it'll still be awesome.

yay scars, hide wrote this.

okay, I CANT WAIT FOR O'S TO BE OVER. i feel almost desperate that i'm going lan almost every other day. there is just too many things to do aft o's. i think i can almost list it out.
DYE HAIR
LINKIN PARK
BUY SOCCER SHOE
GO LAN
CLASS CHALET
prom(?)
ALL KIND OF OTHER SHIT
JAPAN!
CHRISTMAS!

zz high sia.

2007-10-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

HI EVERYONE, my com is kindof spoilt right now. so i'm at ruihao house. watching a endless rain piano piece. WATCH

thats cool manzxczxc.

aye okay i'm not motivated to blog cos theres no tags ):
okay anw, GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING O'S.

Just keep whatever hell you have inside and wait a month more.

2007-09-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey everyone, alright it has been some time since i had a proper post on my life, though normally theres nothing much that happens. 4dl had a class chalet yesterday to celebrate kenneth chew's birthday(HAPPY BIRTHDAY!) and a considerable amount of people went!

but before that, there has been too many boring debriefs such as amaths and physics prac cos i have abso-fckin-lutely no idea what the teachers are trying to get across. so, wenjie and i drew our shoes!

i even have several country flags on the other shoe. while ming tjong's has turned into an adidas stripped shoe. amazing.

anyway, went for lunch wif the guys at katong before heading off for downtown. wth bus ride 12 takes more than an hour to reach. wtf. okay when i reached i looked for the rest at the arcade and we got addicted to the basketball shooting game. damn it the high score was 800+ and the best we could get was 700+. bunch of cheapos. anyway when we got sick of it, we watched some of the girls dance(HEH.) awesome.. hahah. so we went back to start the fireeeeee.

hi chew.

i felt that the smoke that came from the bbq hurt my eyes.. it did more damage to wongyi's.

yes it looks like a purple flame.

we had much fun bbq-ing all kindsa stuff, from chicken wings that froze into a block, to heating chocolate sauce in aluminium foil. the marshmellows were the sehkzzxc. i got so sick of them i went to play halo on xbox instead. then we gave chew a surprise small cake and wet feet! heh.

then we went for poooool! damn it didn't get to play wif adeline.

so we played the boardgame 'game of life'. HAHA it was so fun. i was some computer technician dude wif a starting pay of 90k wif 2 children, a house and gets 50k everytime someone spins the thingy too hard. HAHA rocks man so i was the most 'successful' dude.

cant believe we went for 2 hour lan for $7 at 3am in the morning.
there was a erotic photohunt game. and i suppose the picture following explains it all.

2007-09-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone its the last day of prelims tomorrow! i don't wanna put everybody down, but after that there is only like another month to olvl. get motivated, and then teach me how. and all that's on my mind now is what colour to dye my hair during the holidays... i was thinking pink. how does that sound. okay i'm off to study, DONT STOP ME.

'When loving someone, it is putting yourself out there, and hope that she likes you back.'
I just realised how hard it can actually be.

2007-09-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

swee la.

2007-09-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

i hope i don't have to regret anything. STUDY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DYANE!

2007-08-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, i'm just wasting time before i go to study in a few minutes.

Well, mainly i just wanna say GOODLUCK for prelims and o's, if you haven't started studying you should start to feel some kind of pressure already. haha.

I hate it when there's nothing to do, and i have so much time to think about everything around me. Time is passing too quickly for us to catch a breath, in no time we'll all be graduating. Damn it, i'm gonna miss everyone of you, in RAP blowx 4DL and everyone else. Cant imagine how life would be like without everyone of you.. sigh.

Anyway i'm off to study already, have fun people.

2007-08-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Good morning(close) i'm feel rather moody and dreamy right now. i feel like sleeping, cos i'm bored.

DO YOU KNOW OLEVELS IS IN LIKE.. SOON?!?!

PRELIMS IS NEXT MONDAY?

I'M MOVING HOUSE?..

Swee la. I don't really like my life just yet, period.

2007-08-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

YO LET THE PICS DO THE TALKING.

yellow construction helmets!

wlao he's hair damn long.

DL OI~ SWEE LA.

mentos, many years later.

Clarke quay on national day.

Group.

THE FLOATING WALLET.

I didn't have a gameboy advance you see.

ANYWAY I WATCHED RUSH HOUR 3 AND SECRET TODAY, AND SECRET IS TEHHH SEXZ.

damn touching la. so bloody affected by the show.

zara skinnies!

2007-08-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

hello people, gonna update about xcountry and national day once i get the pics~

somehow i feel great, knowing finally this load has been lifted. awesomeeeeeeeeeee.

I WANNA WATCH SECRET.

2007-08-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

What if you die tomorrow, would you have anything to show for it?

Perhaps in our lives, there is nothing that makes us special or outstanding from anyone else. Living each day just for the sake of it with no meaning at all. Theres nothing to look forward to waking up each day, facing the same ol' problems and stress.

But from time to time, there might be someone special that will come along to spark your life up, even though you may not realise yet. This person could be someone you love, or someone that you can relate to really well. Unknowingly, there might be some bond that is borned between the both of you.

As for the person who you might love with all your heart before you even knowing it, he/she might be there for you all the time. Whether being together or not, being love could be the most wonderful thing. It can take your spirits where it wants to be, whether its high in the heavens, or in the depths of hell. But before you know it, you could lose everything if you don't grab hold of it tightly. Allowing it to slip right before your eyes and not be able to do anything about it, but to be reminiscing about it in the future, regretting not cherishing it when you had the chance. Now that everything's moved along, the pain might be too intense that it might break you. Cherish those you love, or those who love you.

For the someone who you can relate to, confide in with everything that burdens you, will also be there for you. Once in a while, there will always be a someone who comes into your life, having some unusual affinity with you, and the next minute the both of you might just be the best of friends. As time goes by, there will be a lot of people that you might know on the surface too. As paths cross, these friends will only be those that will greet you with a smile or a gesture. But have you ever thought about the true friends that you have that you know you can rely on? Such people are hard to come by, and could probably what that makes you special. Having someone to confide in, to share joy and woe together, can be almost the best thing to have. Because in the end, over laughter and fun, all troubles would just be pushed aside. Having many friends on the surface, those that would wave at you when in sight, doesn't mean anything at all. It is the true friends that count, that will stand by you in any time of troubles. Cherish them too, and they will cherish you the same way.

Sadly, all I have is regret for not doing the best I can to cherish anything. Not cherishing those that I loved as much as I should, being left with nothing at all now. Having friends on the surface, but only a few that I can really depend on. I'm still grateful for friends like this, because they can make the darkest day explode with light. But.. where are they?..

don't be like me.

2007-07-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

hello people. i'm kinda thinking of what to blog about, otherwise soon everyone's gonna be like..
'hey did you see guoxiang's blog?'
..
'what blog?'

sigh that would be definitely depressing.

Anyway i have some random things to share.
1. i think shakira is hot. :D

What is the most honest part of your body..?
..
HIPS! (COS HIPS DONT LIE)
.. sorry.

2. i wanna watch the simpsons.

3. nicklas bendtner, the new guy at arsenal.. is not as fast as henry.

But he did score and assist against PSG. Sassy~

4.

woah.

5. i think this issue has come to our attention, and probably we should act on this quick before it gets out of hand..

raging hormones.

One day, our social studies teacher couldn't make it to school.. And of course to keep up with the times of 'Handphone Pokemon Fever', generally known as HPF, we present to you..
The adventures of Guo Xiang (and perhaps some other people).

2007-07-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Foo Fighters - Best of You. from live earth. its more than awesome.

well i'm kinda of bored with studying.. i admit my heart isn't with the books. why have you came back to haunt me. it keeps happening time and time again, every sleepless night or every dream.. i feel so helpless and stupid.. i know i must let go now. why do i keep trying even though its such a distant fantasy, why do i even try.. damn it its killing me inside. LIBERATE ME

2007-07-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

my life is messed up..

i need to think everything over again.

God help me.

2007-07-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

hey everyone, today i learnt something that really spoke to me. thought i'd share it with everyone.

Love

"And now i will show you the most excellent way.
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If i gave all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowlegde, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

1 Corinthians 11:3

i learnt that love was not as simple as we think. the love that we talk about most of the time is normally in the bgr context. most of us will be able to define love from what we have experienced or heard about. but today i found out that it was not as simple as i thought it was. Love is such a wonderful thing, because of the fact that it is what brings us together, something that we all have in common. our superficial conception of love has all been wrong. Love is something that is worth dying for, worth the sacrifice of anything.

we cant deny the fact that most of the time, we feel like we're just living for the sake of it. the lives that we lead are shallow and fake, because this is not what we really want. but, do you feel your life spark up when love intervenes? thats how amazing it can be.

"When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me."
as a part of growing up, there are bound to certains we hang on to dearly. i suppose as we move along, there are things that we will have to give up or to let go off in order to progress. when we think about what we've done in the past, we might feel stupid. it is the things that we do that define who we are, not just by mere judgement. we must learn the importance of the things around us, and to set our priorities straight, and not live our lives with no goals. stop lying to yourself, do something about your life.

2007-07-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

hello people, alright was feelg rather bored so decided to blog. heh heh today was a fun day~ school was rather slack, past damn fast. oh well, anw went to watch harry potter today at suntec with the school, though like only a few people went. lol it was quite sad to only see chew, isaac and ian en coming to watch. wth. anw the show was not bad, rather funny though. hahah.

alright remember the last part, harry said something like,"we have something that voldemort doesn't.."

then chew said something damn funny. he said "hair". LOL.

btw, i still think emma watson rocks baby.

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if only misletoes grew whenever you wanted them to. sigh. hahah.

oh well, then went to pizzahut for dinner wif people from ep. it was really fun la, havent had such fun in a big group for such a long time. damn it, why did the stupid school transfer me out of 3ep a year ago! but not that i don't like dl. heh heh dl is equally fun but just a bit not enthu eh. lol. aiya, 2it still the best laa. lol. anw, had a hard time deciding where to go. in the end went to bugis to take neoprints. okay it has been aeons since i took one. lol. its really difficult when a whole group of ppl are trying to fit into the picture. then, we were walking to the water fountain when...

this hardcore bastard did it again. HAHA it was damn funny damn it.

some random convo today,
"eh you got watch porn not?"
"fuck you, despise me ah basket."

LOL.

2007-07-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

well alright i'm back to blog, had a hard time packing all my notes and stuff from sec3. phew. hmm, lol i guess now life gets more boring cos' everyone seems to be, missing? i dunno. well, here are some pictures from the past week.

well, class is a bore.

Got study?

2007-07-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

alright i'm back to blog. i guess loadsa' stuff happened these few days and i'm quite lazy to explain. well, the moral of the story goes something like..
1) Sorry seems to be the hardest word~
2) Girls should be banned from blogging.
3) Damn hell, lucky i wasn't him.
alright i was joking about the second one. but it was different to see something like this happen in real life. it must have been fucking intimidating for him.

okay chinese olvl oral was like OMGWTFBBQ. ok i totally screwed up the conversation part. the stupid teachers that invigilated me were.. ccbs. faggots. one old piss was looking all wtf during the whole oral, and the old shitface was laughing. that was a crappy experience for olvls. and olvls are coming faster than i thought. fug thats not.. good. OKAY i'm tired i don't feel like blogging anymore. i wan that affliction tee shirt damn it.

why am i after a distant fantasy.

2007-06-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

hello people. there has been a bunch of people having birthdays here. heee. okay anw colleen had her party on the 22nd. it was awesome la hahaha. i'm sure everyone had loads of fun and stuff. off the clothes volleyball looking for 711 loads of satay before everyone arrives fighting horse pool pushin' total cannonballs treasure huntin' zongye clinging onto yongsheng in the pool failed piggyback race loads of water and splashin strawberry cake happy birthday colleen! of course pictures.

in the end, out of all the 172 pictures that were taken.. there was a photo of the day. our very own james ng with an act cute pose!

you'll never find this in years.

THANKS TO ALL FOR LOOKING FOR MY CROSS!

damn do i even deserve anything.

2007-06-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

hello world i'm back after another adventure from my life. i've been waking up super early for the past few days, at like 8am and stuff. damn it draining me like woah. i'm aching in everywhere possible and it sucks. well, i went for tjc vball trials and i can safely say i got pwnd like nobody's business cos' everyone's too IMBA. oh well. nothing interesting happened actually.

yesterday was the planetshakers concert and it was awesome man. its probably the best concert i've ever seen till now, cos everyone was damn high and the music was.. imba. haha. well i can say that was the best thing this week. then i have no idea why we went to kallang mac from EXPO. but of course i don't mind. haha.

and we took picturessssssssss.

anyway i'll update soon la i'm feelg rly bored and tired now. I'VE GOTTA STUDY THIS WEEK OMFG.

2007-06-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

alright these few days i've been feelg rly bored, so i have nothing else to do online but to blog about random stuff. okay recently i was considering whether to dye my hair, but then i started thinking about bald people. i have no idea why. actually being bald is not an awkward thing, and it probably works well for some people too.

First up, my personal fav.

Mr Arsenal's one and only, Thierry Henry.

Next,

Brad Pitt. Wonder if he already has hair now.

Channing tatum. This might sound gay, but you know he's hot.

Vin Diesel. He's, really in shape don't you think.

Lead singer of maroon5! was lazy to find his name, but he's sexy la.

The guy who exposed Janet Jackson's, stuff. Justin Timberlake.

A career high of 81 points! Kobe Bryant. (also to all the other nba players.)

well, what do u think of being bald now. there are bald people who are sexy, hot and talented in so many ways. get bald today!

P.S. reaffliction.blogspot.com will not take any responsibility for a bad haircut or messed up advice. Do at your own risk.

2007-06-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

gabriel showed me this.

AWESOME WTF IMBA SHIT.

2007-06-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

hello world i've been a lonely kid these few days. kinda wondering where everyone went. well, alright being alone isn't as bad as it seems. it gives you time to think about everything and stuff, which is something i've been doing during lessons. but since now i have the time, why waste it. well, i may sound whiny and stuff but these are the shit that are swinging in and out of my mind and its more than depressing.

alright studies have been bothering me really badly. i got like, 30th in class? alright thats really screwed. and i failed my physics, barely passing bio too. okay thats really depressing, considering that i did kinda study for this stupid midyear. aye the agony. and till now i don't have any stupid motivation to study, so i'm gonna force myself. this is a rough year.

well, something else i've been thinking about.. it has also been bothering me. especially these few days. i was looking through my contacts the other night, cos i wanted to ask someone out for a walk or something. suddenly i realised that there was nobody i could really ask. perhaps some of them were busy.. but, aye thats not really the point. i guess the people i can rely on are.. getting lesser. i have no idea how all of this is happening, but it is. aye.. so many people that i've been close to in the past, are now like strangers on the street. its quite sad to think about it. AYE forget it. perhaps i'll have to start all over again next year. sigh. will you be my friend?

anw lighten up and watch this shit

2007-05-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

howdy yall. woohoo i think i screwed chinese. lol the second passage was like.. omgwtfbbq. okay forget about it its OVER. for now, so lets hope i'll do well for this one. at least there will be people retaking with me, i think. hahaha. alright today i went to watch POTC3 again with my class. it was quite fun laa. haha dennis' pro time crisis4, our countless tries to complete outrun2, wongyi playing the guitar game and all of us playing foosball. hahah it was damn funny la. welcome to singapore~

anyway i'm watching miss universe now. AWESOME.

this is Bolivia. oh man.

you know what, she enjoys soccer.

well. she suppose to be photogenic. right.

woo i think she's hot.

asian pride!

alright this is the winner. Japan. why singapore don't have this kinda ppl.

Last year's Puerto Rico! :D

no wonder so many people watch Ms Universe. hahah. okay i'll take notice now. ^^. oh well, i'm sure our singapore have one miss singapore universe HOR. wonder who. tsk. damn it theres bloody school tomorrow. this holiday doesn't feel like one. i've got nothing to look forward to. sian. aye happy go lucky la. eh someone's birthday in one hour~

2007-05-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

okay so i lied about posting only after olvl chinese, SO WHAT HAHA. okay i'm just trying to find things to do so that i can not do my chi.. okay i mean so that i can relax and do my chinese later on :D AYE SCREW CHINESE LA. its bloody worrying ain't it. somemore olvls lehhhhhhhhh. wtf i'm only 16 and i have to go through such an important stage of life already?! other than puberty. damn.

alright i guess i'll have to do my chinese sooner or later so i don't have to retake the stupid thing later at the end of the year. oh man i need some MOTIVATION. oh God please show me something inspiring or something so i don't feel so guilty bout myself now. sigh. at least i've nothing else to worry about right now, cause i'm over whatever thats bothering me. awesomeeeeeeeeee. "in your face!" hahaha.

i know i shouldn't be here, and if you're reading this before olvl chinese you also shouldn't be here! but well, its a good thing if you're here cos i'll feel better bout myself blogging bout something that doesn't make sense and waste ur time on reading instead of studying chinese while i'm doing all the chinese in the world right now! WAHA k thats bullshit. i'm just trying to waste somemore time by typing some stuff that has no link to not do my chinese. HEY YOU GIVE ME MOTIVATION.

lala. wtf am i doing. alright anyway gabriel told me about DSA that will be happening soon. he wants to try for dsa to tjc or sajc by volleyball. anyway it seems to be a rather feasible idea, and even so theres nothing to lose! so i guess i'll be trying DSA to SAJC by volleyball, cos' i know i'll screw any soccer trial up at any place. though i don't mind trying. Anybody up for soccer trials with me at.. TJC? :D. damn i hope i can secure a place at jc. SO I NEED TO DO MY CHINESE.

though i've heard that chinese is not like maths, and you cant really practice it in anyway. so i guess i'll just try my best on the day and pray for help through this wretched paper. WHY MAKE A FOOL OF ME. i don't like chinese. grr. aye it sucks to see all those people taking chinese who are online are all busy or away!!! i have a feeling that these muggers are studying! fools. why make me more stress than i already am. sian nah.

AHAHAH FUCK YOU. k sorry.

2007-05-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

howdy peeps. haha yes i kinda felt like updating so here i am baby. well these few days has been rather, filled(?) though it damn doesn't feel like after exams cos we still have bloody OLVL CHINESE to think about. aye damn this ain't cool man. its in a few more days and i don't think i'm feeling the stress or anything yet. lol screwed up. even my stupid tuition teacher doesn't have faith in me or gabriel. hahah.

well, we've done cip on saturday as a class. it was rather screwed la, having to wake up so early and stuff. damn it. my arms hurt like hell la lol carrying a dead weight of newspapers for several levels. hahah our conclusion, tampines people wake up really late. so many doorbells we rung had no answer at all la. crap. i think aft that we went to ps to catch blades of glory hahaha damn funny show. then aft that i went home before going to ps AGAIN to watch spiderman3 hahah hardcore la so much money on movie tickets. sian.

anw i cant rly rmbed what happened the next few days. i know i kinda wasted the show today! sorry people i had to leave for tuition! damn chinese olvls again. lol. oh well, i don't have much to say. off to watch my date with a vampire 3. will blog again after olvl chinese!

2007-05-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

alright i guess i just went through a rather screwed day. i think i srsly screwed my midyears. i. fail. two. sciences. ): k thats super depressing becos i thought i studied enough. bloody hell also lose to vincent. (eh smelly i'm sure u bloody studied la scammer lol.) it was a damn letdown la. at least i could hold the emo till i got home cos we were too caught up with playing soccer and volleyball. haha. i miss volleyball. =\. i'm gonna become a super mugger soon. no choice alr. sian.

well these few days i was thinking of so many things and i thought i had to let it out for the last time. its disturbing to see couples and sweet things. hahah. some people like that lor for the past few days, damn what sia. i'm tired and i cant think very well so there are shitloads of stuff in my head. worrying about Os, about having to leave our chungcheng environment and adapt to a new one soon, about whether we'll all still keep in contact and stuff. i guess till now i'm still living in the past, in something that i cant put down. i feel so stupid whenever i think about it, becos its killing me so silently. each day i crumble under this latent pain, without being able to retaliate or do anything about it for that matter. i'm losing my head. i know i have to put it down alr, and i will. time doesn't seem to heal wounds very well. its the distance that grows. soon this distance will be too great and nothing will be left. ah fuck whatever.

i have to stop worrying and emo-ing, or i am really gonna screw everything up. enough of this pain, of this bad karma. i'll die if this goes on. PLEASE EMATHS PAPER2 TURN OUT WELL. luckily we're going cage tomorrow, good way to release some steam. so please, get out of my head i'm sick and tired of everything.

haha anyway happy birthday shuhua! i cant believe so many things have happened alr. TIME PASSES DAMN QUICKLY. it has already been 3 and a half years. and we will be going our own ways by the end of this year. ah. fuck.

2007-05-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been really awesome. haha especially after exams. though i don't wanna spoil it for everyone, we still have chinese olevels to think about. prelims will be just around the corner by then. sec4 is just starting to freak me out. well at the very least midyears are over(!).

well we were at the cage on thursday right after listening compre. i have a feeling i screwed it up too. how the hell am i gonna take olevel chinese? zz. cage with the guys was rather fulfilling, cos' it has been a while since we went. haha. but i still played like crap. damnnnn. anyway, ys eeruey and nicola came over to my house for gym and swimming. as retarded as we are, we made videos! i'll upload it as soon as i get it from nicola. then we went roamming at marina square before we all went home.

friday was enjoyable. hahah. went jamming in the afternoon before going night cycling. i guess it was just hardcore cycling la. we cycled from ecp to bedok, back to katong, to ochard and back home before we went swimming. hahah. it was 330am when we arrived back. but ohwhattheheck.

this was at nicoll highway.

SMU!

the empty paragon. hahah. jiao bin.

it has been a rather awesome la. the single group. hahah. but it may not be so for so long anymore! HAHA. ^^ crap la emo sia. lol. . . you always had a choice.

so i must smile.

2007-05-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

eh give me some face and take la k? :D

2007-05-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

i think you guys need to destress. this will work just fine. its worth it trust me. hahah. i like night cycling.

stupid exams.

2007-04-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

this is mahjong in a whole new level.

hello peoplee, alright its been some time. lol. i've been feeling rather sick for the past week, bad cough and flu even till now. sucks like hell. aye oh well, anw exams are coming and i'm feeling super stressed up, cos i cant seem to study. oh God help me find my motivation. can everyone else try to stop studying? anyway been thinking about a lot of things lately, guess cos of the stuff that just happens. i think i just heard of two new couples. is this the year of love or something, cos this seems rly weird.

somehow lan fever is coming back, and always just before exams. wtf. people we need to stop it. lol. one game is one game.

anw last night, or actually this morning got me thinking. i saw how hard everything could really get. no matter how hard you try to convince, there's still some tinge of doubt that creates an invisible barrier. its really unfair, to get nothing back. chances come and go, i guess its already too late to regret what slipped by.

when you go, would you have the guts to say.

2007-04-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

hello peeps im not feelg too good bout' the midyears in the next few weeks. lol stress leh. anyway class has been so boring. even eating pringles and doing stupid stuff wasn't able to keep me awake for a long period of time. lol. stupid stuff like..

i think you get the picture.

haha anyway went to get lunch with ys and vincent on friday. smelly i just realised how horny some of the bowlers can get. wtf. its uncomfortable to think about it. lol. 'legs stretch for pasir ris to tuas' wth man vincent. smelly. anyway went with zongye and weishien to some maid cafe. woah. i like : D lol. reminds me of some porno. wooooo. ksry. hahah. anyway this was how they looked like.

swee ahh i need MOTIVATION FOR MY MIDYEARS. HELP ME. please?
rmb when we sat and drank those red boozers, talking and laughing like there was no tmr?

i miss those days

2007-04-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

2007-04-15T10:37:00.000+08:00

hello back to update. well i'm kinda still aching from the sports day thing 2 days ago. it was all cool, we took the gold back for 20x100 man. awesome. haha well that day started off really, tiring. everybody was like half dead at the concourse, and heard kenneth cldn't sleep becos he was 'forced' to watch bleach at aldrich's. hahah. the weather that day was crap. first it was raining, then the sun was blazing, then it poured again. weird. the stupid rain made the dumb track slippery. but anyway the jersey was uber sexy la, esp the shorts. it was like we were naked. lol. too bad its the last year, cos me and zongye saw something that was.. wow. hahaha. anyway the whole sch did quite well for the events la, though we didn't win overall. joel stole the show for 20x100 when he overtook the dunman guy i think. and we went home as champions!

well apparently it started to rain real badly after the crazy sun. we were all badly sunburnt. esp aldrich LOL. anw we went to tiong bahru plaza to eat, and bought a soccer ball. headed to telok blangah to play in the rain. so fun. hahah everybody was rather struggling not to fall down. until other people came to play. somehow i think the sunburn and rain didn't really mix well, and i got a damn fever that night. the next day i woke up aching like hell, not very nice. lol. anw i'm still kinda suffering from the aching and a lil sore throat and stuff. no idea where that came from. oh well.

it was kinda a torture on saturday, cos i was aching real badly and even had trouble walking quickly. lol. tuition at gab's house went past real quick, and then went to meet eeruey to buy stuff. didn't rly get to buy a lot, mainly cos i was taking a long time to move arnd. lol. aye i don't like to see people with steads, like taunting sia. ha ha ha.

anyway i cldn't sleep this morning, so i was looking through my past testimonials on friendster. haha i have to admit they are really cute la. guess it kinda sucks cos i guess most of those friendships are now down the drain, some i don't even talk to anymore now.. aye, saddening. so boys and girls, cherish everything you have now. don't wait till its lost, then you regret.

2007-04-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

5 things i'm grateful for today!
1)er, thanks fg for letting us join in their soccer game.
2)thanks.. for not a lot of stuff alr.
3)sian. i give up. i'll do it on some miracle day.

anyway, on good friday our beloved 4dl had another 'class outing. its the quality not the quantity okay. around 12 people turned up i guess. mainly wj marcus isaac mingtjong jona jinghui jiaqi chew(late) ziyan dennis and kenneth yee. hope i didn't miss out anyone. and guess who i saw. the couples outing! okay la i only saw j&c. didn't really see the rest. ee so lucky can have couple outing. zz. lol. anyway it was rather, discouraging at first, but it was rather fun la. haha. we started off at the arcade and stuff til everyone came. we were playing the car game, when some small kid came along to challenge isaac. hahaha never underestimate your opponent. isaac got owned. who ask you choose manual man. hahah.

well then we went to bk for dinner before the movie. we caught meet the robinsons. hell funny. go watch it.

then we went to parkway for dinner i guess, since eileen said she could MAKE IT if it was at PARKWAY, when we were at ORCHARD. okay nvm. then we went there and meet up wif chew. isaac ziyan yee and jona had to go aww. then we went adeline at parkway! stupid still say not free. but oh well, the bus ride was fun. lol.

can you imagine how lame sbs is. -.-

anyway i guess that was all, we headed to pp arcade for a while before i left for home. anw there has been some heehoo downstairs my house. about some new condo being built beside me called seafront. anybody moving there? hahah look at my new neighbours. wth.

someone has been bugging me at school today about bean. stop it. hahaha.

I HAVE CHEM TEST TMR AND I NEVER BRING TEXTBOOK HOME. glhf. get owned.

out.

2007-04-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

aye, actually i have no idea what to feel right now. it was just ended before it could even start off properly.. ay, perhaps this is.. retribution? i might deserve everything i'm getting. haha. i've tried to take it slow, not to push anything. but i still cant take the fact this is happening. lol. i feel quite stupid actually, cos i guess i'm hoping that.. maybe i can save it. hahah i feel so stupid i'm doing something that will not happen. so i'll make things easier for you i guess. out of sight, out of mind.

2007-04-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

5 things i'm grateful for today.
1)godfrey for rly educating me abt being christ-like.
2)... wtf this is hard.

anyway, i wanted to share something i found. when i was SEC1 in 04' during lit class or something la.

The Dreams we made together
Were all washed away
When i thought of her
I couldn't find a way

The thoughts we created
Were never meant to be
Couldn't feel elated
As it was only a wishful part of me

This love we share
Was just a shooting star
It was a nightmare
Which left a huge scar

Created by the heart
Destroyed by the mind
Pushed away like a cart
Gone with the wind.

WOAH. i know i'm talented. thanks. anw i'm still feeling kinda shitty, but its getting better. rawr, i suddenly don't know what to say alr. i changed my blog song. woo. -.-

why won't you give me a reason...

2007-03-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

5 things i'm grateful for today:
1)i'm grateful for the guys going to cage to have fun today.
2)i'm grateful for yongsheng and yonggeng to help me with the cramp. hahaha.
3)i'm grateful for wenjie's sweets in class.
4)i'm grateful for my mom cooking.
5)i'm grateful for knowing it today..

today's wasn't too hard to do. i had a fair share of fun and pain. at least now every wednesday there is something to look forward to. theres nothing to make me zealous about, period. thanks to those ppl who asked me to cheer up ^^. so i kinda realised that couples are growing everywhere. its quite interesting. haha. i guess i'm gonna see less of everyone.. somemore now have pump. oh well, perhaps i gotta start studying alr. the search for motivation is tough though. zz. i dunno what to feel right now. awesome. perhaps i'll really have to become one with my class.

this is cool.

written off.